The sun started to infiltrate the chamber slit my room,
I look at my left the tiny sun dilengan show at 6:30 pm. Watch the sun shaped yellow
gift from my sister even though the price is not expensive always wear when I
go. I took the bag out of the room
gandongku then hurriedly said goodbye to my grandmother who was lying sick. Before I go I always share
with my brother's job sweeping, fetching water, washing, my brother is doing
the rest. My sister a journalist, whose name was Fatimah. He worked at one of the magazine is quite popular. Every morning we had to do
each task. My grandmother told my mother
had died when I was born into this world. I could just feel the love
from the father's affection as well not be separated from the sister and my
grandmother. But God has willed another
when I was 7 years old my father remarried and he did not think of us including
me as a child.Comfortable home is now no
longer inhabited, all his father had gone to sleep we could only small digubuk
located dipesawahan and every month have to pay Rp 30,000, -. I can only cry a dark look at
life, to whom and on what I had to shout at the heart of this troubled
Ramanujan are displaced screamed in pain and how I should go through life
without loving them. When the holiday comes I can
just go to the funeral prayer for my family to give securah the dead, including
the mother told me that although I've grown sick and melancholy heart. "Umm ... I'm your
daughter Asma, I have now grown-up" I said as I pray beside the grave
mother. That's all I can do to tell my
mother knelt beside the grave with tears falling on the ground. I never knew how my mother's
face, never to feel the softness of a mother's affection. Try as I accompanied my mother
lying there beside me ill and could feel the warm embrace. Despite the unbearable tears I
try to resist fatigue and pain in the liver seemed to dream that I was now
alone without them. But I knew all the challenges
of life that I live I shall always believe that Allah's infinite justice I have
to get up to hit the stream.
When the elderly ailing
grandmother she suffered from heart disease, for 2 years he lay helpless. As long as I left school after
my grandmother's brother came home with a new brother could work. "Grandma, I go for now. I pray for Grandma, greetings.
"I say, kiss my hands are getting swollen and bluish" Yes, Wa'alaikum
sallam careful on the street kid, "Grandma replied quietly and gently. Then he smiled a warm and
sincere to me to make the spirit happy studded and miserable. Motionless on the bed mattress
which is not repose his face pale, his eyes faded, which had gray hair,
wrinkles around the eyelids start, the bones are now visible day by day he grew
thinner. "Ya Allah, one day I was
dusk maybe I'll like it. If you give me some of the
pain of God, so I can ease the pain on my grandmother. "Staring anxiety
and affection. I went out and put on my shoes
"finished deh" moved from his seat and departed. "I'm leaving Sis." I yelled from the front of the
house. "Yes, be careful." Replied brother from back home. While my lyrics of my left
hand at show at 6:35 pm.The more kupercepat steps
toward the intersection waiting for public transportation.Anxiety haunts me 5 minutes I
was waiting for freight transport has been no passing well. "Oh woe", I said to
myself while I bite my right index finger. Occasionally I glanced at the
tiny sun show at 6:43 pm. "Oh sure I've got longer,
my gosh .. tuh eat punishment", lirihku in the liver. I bite my index finger and the
occasional left-right kutengok. Finally, transport through,
immediately kunaiki and none of the school friends who ride with me they might
have left early, I descended at a crossroads and show at 6:55. "Oh I'm
dead, there would have been a security guard at the gate, not to mention I have to walk. For 5 minutes, I walked to
school there dibenakku just anxiety. "10 seconds", said
security guard said, looking at his left hand. I can only stay in front of
the gate that has been locked. ".... Mr. Aduuuh just 10
seconds time penalty hit Pak wrote let me go," she pleaded as she begged
the security guard."No way!" Said a
security guard on Asthma. Eventually I had to wait for
10 minutes and it was still a child is late yet again I had to run 5 laps. "My power Huhhh abis"
One second it is meant for
people who are working on a test, a second very long time for people who have
to wait, one second is very valuable to an employer and there will be a sense
of regret for those of you who like wasted time.
