Jumat, 27 Januari 2012

Behind meshes 10 Seconds (Jerat di Balik 10 Detik)


               The sun started to infiltrate the chamber slit my room, I look at my left the tiny sun dilengan show at 6:30 pm. Watch the sun shaped yellow gift from my sister even though the price is not expensive always wear when I go. I took the bag out of the room gandongku then hurriedly said goodbye to my grandmother who was lying sick. Before I go I always share with my brother's job sweeping, fetching water, washing, my brother is doing the rest. My sister a journalist, whose name was Fatimah. He worked at one of the magazine is quite popular. Every morning we had to do each task. My grandmother told my mother had died when I was born into this world. I could just feel the love from the father's affection as well not be separated from the sister and my grandmother. But God has willed another when I was 7 years old my father remarried and he did not think of us including me as a child.Comfortable home is now no longer inhabited, all his father had gone to sleep we could only small digubuk located dipesawahan and every month have to pay Rp 30,000, -. I can only cry a dark look at life, to whom and on what I had to shout at the heart of this troubled Ramanujan are displaced screamed in pain and how I should go through life without loving them. When the holiday comes I can just go to the funeral prayer for my family to give securah the dead, including the mother told me that although I've grown sick and melancholy heart. "Umm ... I'm your daughter Asma, I have now grown-up" I said as I pray beside the grave mother. That's all I can do to tell my mother knelt beside the grave with tears falling on the ground. I never knew how my mother's face, never to feel the softness of a mother's affection. Try as I accompanied my mother lying there beside me ill and could feel the warm embrace. Despite the unbearable tears I try to resist fatigue and pain in the liver seemed to dream that I was now alone without them. But I knew all the challenges of life that I live I shall always believe that Allah's infinite justice I have to get up to hit the stream.

                When the elderly ailing grandmother she suffered from heart disease, for 2 years he lay helpless. As long as I left school after my grandmother's brother came home with a new brother could work. "Grandma, I go for now. I pray for Grandma, greetings. "I say, kiss my hands are getting swollen and bluish" Yes, Wa'alaikum sallam careful on the street kid, "Grandma replied quietly and gently. Then he smiled a warm and sincere to me to make the spirit happy studded and miserable. Motionless on the bed mattress which is not repose his face pale, his eyes faded, which had gray hair, wrinkles around the eyelids start, the bones are now visible day by day he grew thinner. "Ya Allah, one day I was dusk maybe I'll like it. If you give me some of the pain of God, so I can ease the pain on my grandmother. "Staring anxiety and affection. I went out and put on my shoes "finished deh" moved from his seat and departed. "I'm leaving Sis." I yelled from the front of the house. "Yes, be careful." Replied brother from back home. While my lyrics of my left hand at show at 6:35 pm.The more kupercepat steps toward the intersection waiting for public transportation.Anxiety haunts me 5 minutes I was waiting for freight transport has been no passing well. "Oh woe", I said to myself while I bite my right index finger. Occasionally I glanced at the tiny sun show at 6:43 pm. "Oh sure I've got longer, my gosh .. tuh eat punishment", lirihku in the liver. I bite my index finger and the occasional left-right kutengok. Finally, transport through, immediately kunaiki and none of the school friends who ride with me they might have left early, I descended at a crossroads and show at 6:55. "Oh I'm dead, there would have been a security guard at the gate, not to mention I have to walk. For 5 minutes, I walked to school there dibenakku just anxiety. "10 seconds", said security guard said, looking at his left hand. I can only stay in front of the gate that has been locked. ".... Mr. Aduuuh just 10 seconds time penalty hit Pak wrote let me go," she pleaded as she begged the security guard."No way!" Said a security guard on Asthma. Eventually I had to wait for 10 minutes and it was still a child is late yet again I had to run 5 laps. "My power Huhhh abis"
             One second it is meant for people who are working on a test, a second very long time for people who have to wait, one second is very valuable to an employer and there will be a sense of regret for those of you who like wasted time.